Today it’s been one week since my transfer. I’m trying to hold out some hope for my beta on Wednesday but it’s not looking very promising. I took a home test this morning and it was negative. One single solitary line stared back at me. Needless to say it was disappointing.
I actually took a home test on Friday because I discovered some old tests in my drawer. Friday was 4dp6dt. The test was negative but I wasn’t too upset because I knew it was very early. I skipped testing on Saturday and tested again on Sunday (6dp6dt). There was a second line, I swear. It was very faint but it was there. Then I went out last night and bought more tests. I figured if it was light in the morning it might be darker before bed and I really wanted to share it with my husband but not until I had a clearly positive test. He’s reluctant to get his hopes up this cycle. So I tested again last night. Negative. No second line to be seen at all. Disappointed, I thought maybe I have to try with 1st thing in the morning urine. So I tested this morning. Again, no second line to be seen.
I’m really trying to hold on to some positivity and hope for this cycle but it’s fading fast. I felt so good and confident a week ago. It was my time, I knew it. Now… I’m not so sure. Keep your fingers crossed for surprise good news on Wednesday. I’m just not sure what to do if this doesn’t work.